Lonely World
Shall blog again after such a long time.Anw,survived half of my 3mths alr,including field camp.So far so gd,though i thot our commanders too kind sometimes. But have been coughing badly for around 1 mth alr,damn sian.No voice n when i open wallet see the kbox card,damn sian diao-_-' I think at this rate i m going,all my internal organs r gonna roll out alr n fall in in front of me.z
Anw,i think im seriously mentally too weak alr,things tt i should let go i dun,those i shud persevere yet i dun.Man...wth is going on wif me i oso dun noe,sths tt i noe+ppl tell me just cun get into my thick skull.z.Seriously...I NID SOME MOTIVATION!!ARGH
This wk having a considerably long break,i MUST recover from the damn cough tt has been haunting me since i started training,knn,if nt really become ah du like wad Meng xing says.
O ya,today did Jacob's ladder,quite scary for me since i have acrophobia,but subsequently after 2 more tries,sorta ok alr,no nid support from any1 liao.Phew,i really hope to toughen myself both physically n mentally in NS,n tt includes clearing SOC too! haha=X
N lastly,reallytreasures the time i have wif my family n frens these days as they keep 'tuo meng' to me at nite.lol... Yap,in a peanutshell,ns is quite a gd place excluding the medicine which did me more harm than good,the commando rats tt can bite thru plastic containers n eat my cupnoodles b4 i do,the tedious cleaning of my rifle b4 i bathe n the 5+ waking up habit.Erps,seems a bit too much liao.=X Nth much le ba,perhaps shall blog again 1 or 2 days later.Tata~
HAWK COY HAWK COY ALL THE WAY!