lonely days...
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Finally blogging liao.tsktsk...anw,last wk com spoilt,so sian at home+stuck halfway in FF12 cun check walkthru online@.@" K,nth much to blog liao=s HAHA-_-'' went for bbq at sx's house there+ytd sakae sushi at cwp.As usual,i m not punctual,coz i reached at 5.20 when we supposed to meet at 6.30pm.Ya,so liddat lo,din eat much oso,no appetite.Oya,ytd very sad.zz,i thot ALL my jokes r supposedly funny(haha=s bhb a bit.),end up they oni think 1 is funny,espec fm.haha=s bhb a bit.Dun noe is my specs spoilt or wad,but i think huangmu n her nan/nu ren slimmer now.But i still think is coz specs spoilt=s Die,nid waste money again fix.
Anw,today 11.15am woke up,coz 11.30 got my fav justice league CARTOON,so happily go bursh teeth,wash up.Den i squeezed the toothpaste tt i m so familiar wif for last 18 yrs,just as i was bout to put the brush inside my mouth,realised tt i had squeezed facial gel onto the brush instead,heng the color diff from toothpaste,if not im probably in hospital now.O,fyi,the thot of suiciding nvr crossed my mind while i did tt,ya,so dun play play=S Tt's all for my close encounter to hell this morning.
Lastly,as i keep telling ppl around me,专属天使 very nice.haha.But the lyrics appear to be quite possesive though,ya,so tank muz 注意一下=X
我不会怪你 对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你 为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌 厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想 透过你的眼光
我才看见 它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的 专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个 专属天使
我哪里还需要 别的愿望
小小的手掌 大大的力量
我一定也会 像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方 就是我的方向
有我保护 笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的 专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个 专属天使
我哪里还需要 别的愿望
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为 生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的 专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个 专属天使
我哪里还需要 别的愿望
lonely days...
Thursday, December 07, 2006
昨天是我生平第一次参加毕业舞会，之前曾大费周章地寻找适合的衣饰，闹
得我烦不胜烦。但基于某种原因，我觉得仍是值得的吧。
尽管昨天许多人都精心打扮一番，让众人大饱眼福，但我想其实不少读者们都晓得我的注意力都放在哪儿吧。哈哈。。。是啊，昨晚‘她’真的格外亮丽，迷人，使我不禁惊叹不已。但对于想尽快放下一切，远离苦与愁的我来说，这真的是喜讯吗？不管了，反正已没什么机会再见到她了，就让我再高兴一下下，自我陶醉一会儿吧。的确，我是希望能以对普通朋友的态度对待她，但一时之间这种感觉是难以淡掉的。因此当时我的心里复杂的很=s
前几夜一直睡不好，老想着‘她’，以后没什么机会再见面了的问题（这或许也不算是什么问题-.-），该如何放下等。可惜的是依旧没什么头绪，我快要变大头杰了。-.- 但愚笨的我却不期望早点入眠，因为入眠后‘她’将从我脑海中消失好几个小时…
最近看了仙剑奇侠转，觉得里头一句话其实很有道理，‘爱一个人最难的是爱到不爱她。’若真的爱上一个人就应适时放手，让她过自己向往的生活，和自己喜欢的人在一起厮守到老。但确有几个人能如此看开呢？但我始终觉得若真做到这点，相信自己与对方都会生活的快乐一点。=）因此，我正试着这么做。
最后，我会好好珍惜昨天那张与‘她’单独合影的照片，因为它对我而言象征了这一年零五个月来‘她’带给我生活的种种回忆。祝‘她’日后的生活能如她所愿，幸福美满，而我也能早日振作起来吧。
lonely days...
Monday, December 04, 2006
Prom on wed,i think my ticket still intact,if not i'll hit my chest till my heart jumps out coz quite pok after buying the clothes,shoes and stuffs.
Tmr gonna dye rainbow color hair.Wah,jgl=s
Gonna get myself a job soon after prom.Though spending the holiday by playing games,reading comics,msn n going out is fun,it's quite sinful to see many ppl around u getting to work eevry morning and back only at evening while i may sometimes slp from morning to evening-.-'
Oya,today on train...saw a guy scolding a guy at such a loud voice tt the whole cabin could hear them.(a guy scolding a guy does not mean the guy is scolding himself ya-_-')The amazing thing is i heard someone clapping when he saw such a sight even if he din noe y this conflict went on oso.
Dun noe wad to say le=s prom things bought le,nid consider hw to wear,match accessories oso-_-''Yuan lai prom so mafan....Nvm,1st prom n perhaps the last?Do my best ba.=D
