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FLYING cockroaches-_-

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PS3
Good results for A lvls
CLOSE frens,ya not open ones-_-

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Saturday, July 31, 2004

7/31/2004 09:56:00 PM

• Symbol
: The Virgin
• Ruling House
: Sixth House
• Ruling Planet
: Mercury
• Gemstone
: Emerald
• Element
: Earth
• Most compatible with
: Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn
• Can be good with
: Scorpio, Cancer, Pisces
• A 50-50 chance with
: Aries, Sagittarius, Leo
• Doubtful with
: Gemini, Aquarius, Libra

Virgo Personality
Practical, cool-headed and thoroughly meticulous -- that's what you are in a nutshell. You are not unnecessarily swayed by emotions and even if sentiments were running high, you can keep a cool head to weigh your approach. Often quiet and reserved, you try to stick to your world, keeping it as tidy and perfect as you can. Nevertheless, you are bustling with energy and always have plenty to do. You are not afraid of taking on challenges and prove your mettle with hard work and a quiet determination. Your quest for perfection and your inability to ignore even the smallest of faults generally proves good for you. You are Nelson's Horatio, quite content not to be in charge, but there to make sure everything runs smoothly and is done as required. You believe in fair play and rarely manipulate. Violent confrontations are not your cup of tea and indeed render you quite ineffective in your work. Honest and forthright, you do not like hypocrites and cannot hide your displeasure at sycophants. Although you are not short-tempered and in fact are slow to get angry, when you do have arguments you try to put up a stiff resistance to anyone opposing you. You tend to make bitter enemies, and like an elephant you remember events that happened a long time ago. You love to travel and generally this proves beneficial for you.
Virgo Lover


Not the most passionate of signs, a Virgo's love life is rarely turbulent or stormy. You are not the kind who likes to cuddle and make a public display of affection but can be quite romantic in your own way. In fact, a Taurean, Capricorn or a fellow Virgo will appreciate your style of courtship, which will include sending a never ending stream of flowers and going to romantic dinners at quiet and elegant places. Even though you are kind and loving, your no-nonsense and critical nature often puts off a lot of people. You always demand perfection and are easily disappointed. Unless you can accept people for what they are and overlook their frailties, you will find it hard to have a loving relationship. A Virgo home is neat and tidy; you go about filling your kitchen with gadgets that may not be of much practical use. Your obsession with order and neatness around the house can be quite infuriating to your partner, who will never seem to meet your exacting standards. Otherwise, you should settle down quite comfortably in marriage.
Virgo Professional


Virgos do well in science and mechanics, often inventing and developing appliances or other new things. You are enterprising and hardworking, and make good managers. As an earth sign, work connected with land is also favorable. Not surprisingly, you have an interest in gardening. You are fond of reading and writing and have a flair for handicrafts. Some of you also make good performing artistes. You will have to work hard for your riches, so be careful with your investments.
Virgo Traveller


You are basically worriers so before a holiday starts you will be found with a list of things to do, places to see and if possible they would like to know if they can learn something useful like cooking, painting, etc on holiday! At the back of your mind you feel guilty about wasting your time. So an environmental or educational holiday is just ideal for you.
Virgo Teens


The Virgo girl is a shy and reserved young lady, disposed to spending much of her time fretting over things. She is a perfectionist who is never satisfied. The ever-organised Virgo is forever planning and making lists. She chooses her friends, both boys and girls with care. She prefers the company of like-minded individuals, perhaps those who are as health conscious as her. As Virgo rules the nervous system, this young girl is prone to nervousness and anxiety. She is consumed by her obsession for detail. Studious and hardworking, she always gets good grades, which gives her immense satisfaction. She is not out there to seek glory and fame, but merely the satisfaction that comes from a job well done. Relationship with her siblings may not be good as she is prone to criticise them constantly. Academically, she is inclined towards research activities. She is ideally suited to be a doctor, nurse, programmer or editor.


He is always very particular about his appearance and is a fussy dresser. He is not a big spender, and is careful with his money. He takes a logical approach to every aspect of his life. He expresses himself in a straightforward manner. He often lacks tact and his criticism is not always endearing. With his analytical mind, he is often engaged in activities like chess and advanced mathematics that stimulate his mind. This leaves him little time to participate in physical activities and sports. He is usually a top performer in school and has all the ingredients for a successful career, possibly as a businessman or a doctor. He should watch out for anxiety or depression, which are common amongst Virgo boys.
Virgo Kids


The Virgo kid is a diligent worker and quite capable of accomplishing a lot within a day's work. Having a meticulous nature and being drawn towards more absorbing tasks like plotting stars or laying a garden, this child is a perfectionist and abhors failure. A nervous stomach could also be a part of his or her constitution. At the end of the day nothing is more pleasing to this child than the sight of a tidy room or the satisfaction of a job well done and then, this kid loves to relax with something as simple as a vanilla ice cream!
Virgo Well Being


Virgos tend to be fussy eaters and you often suffer as a result. Mostly, you suffer from anaemia because of iron-deficiency in the diet. You also tend to suffer from back, muscle and bone injuries because of lack of sufficient calcium. Try to include fresh fruits, vegetables and fish in your meals, you should also consume milk and dairy products. The vegetarians among you will have to take care to include iron, protein, calcium and minerals in their diet. Some of you could be prone to dental problems, so you should take extra care of your dental hygiene. Many of you could face psychological problems, as Virgos tend to be compulsive worriers. Try not to let your worries get the better of you. Distract yourself by taking pleasant walks, listening to soothing music and dancing. You have sharp features, often highlighted by a straight nose and thin, perfectly shaped lips. Most of you have good complexion when young. Virgo's are mostly of a small slight build and are, in younger days, a rather delicate lot, health-wise. Many of you tend to have a weak liver and gall bladder and often complain of digestive disorders. However, your health does tend to get better with age.
Virgo Luck


Pearl grey, silver, white and forest green are your lucky colours. Jade, green or white is your lucky stone. Wednesday is your lucky day. Your lucky number is 5. Mercury is your ruler and your element is Earth.


Erps,mercury is my rule?how to use?i prefer metal rulers ba..tsk tsk..

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Phew...com ok for now... anyway,causes me so much problems since tues..zz 1st thing,monitor spoilt,must buy new 1 tt will oni arrived at monday i think.zz 2nd,sth inside CPU burnt,changed a new 1 n cost 80 bucks..z 3rd,tio sasser virus.z.zz think i managed to cure it for now... den mayb lao bei changing CPU to pentium 4.zz tt means mayb gonna have 3 coms in my puny little 4-room flat..zz i think he feng liao...now i think oni toilet got place to put this com if he buy it lor. dotz...

Anyway,quite a no of things happen over these few days,budden now no mood to post all liao coz common test.Gd luck to all,fail as little as possible.YEAH!-_-''

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Monitor spoilt=com cannot use=back on monday(hopefullY).Continue flooding me till i'm back?-_-''sigh...SIAN AR!!!

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Monday, July 26, 2004

7/26/2004 08:39:00 PM

Sian diao...gt back many shit results today...argh.....si liao la.... today bball is disaster...-_-''' i simply sux at it n dun wanna play at all,but bo bian...z

Anyway,today chua oso RAP her own creation during remedial.wah not bad lor,if she's not married n born slightly later,i think she can pair with jay chou?erps. Haha,anyway,the moral of her rap is to tell us work hard for O lvl if we r nt tt type tt have photographic memories lor..ya,n i think so too....tsk tsk...

Den si pang de fantasize bout RH( me oso last time?-_-) Since he saw her on tv last sunday,today keep toking bout her.erps.Anyway,sibei funny too lor haha...still trying to figure out whether she's woman anot.Coz got 1 scene she saying out her san1 wei2,den she said 32AB...omg-.-'' i luffed till stomach pain lor.Coz it's like *unbalanced"?haha...worse thing is rh so professional,din laugh at all when she said so-_-'' Not forgetting her fav song every episode too,jia lat,i can sing few lines too.OMG0.o'''i'm charmed by ruohua?0.o''

)Den went comic connections buy celestial zone 2 lor..not bad,budden too short..zz i rather choose quantity)no of pgs) compared to quality(color printing) like last time lor..Btw,on my way back home,met a VERY FRENLY neighbour.Lived at 12th storey n study in ZH i thinK(their prelim paper rox!!dotz...),we boarded 913 n landed at same stop too.budden she TOO FRENLY liao...i walked behind her,n *perhaps* she thot wad will i do to her,she RAN to the lift n i was like ????,gong diao lor.I thot such scene can oni be found in movies whereby molester or rapist is tailing their target n they ran away-_-''' Wah biang..i really ku xiao bu de seeing her do so.dotz.Tsk tsk...i look so PERVERT meh?-_-''

Ya,not forgetting i saw bhavan waiting for 903,must be ry's influence againnn..biang....tmr sadia liao la...kns....z


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Saturday, July 24, 2004

7/24/2004 06:10:00 PM

Erps...today read another 2 funny(?) articles on newspaper again,both happen in Msia.haha...no tragedies this time.
1st one, a guy was trying to steal a hp in a hp shop by faking he's interested in buying.But sadly,the owner's sis was there n she *captured* him.Noe how she did so?Tt zabo is over 100kg n just went the thief was bout to run away with the hp,she grabbed his shirt,slammed him on the ground n SAT on his back till police arrive-__-''' Omg...i wonder how many bones tt guy broke.... Anyway, the headline sibei funny too, call 'tai4 shan1 ya1 ding3'. though the guy on the ground was struggling to get out of this *mountain*,his attempts were in vain n he was handed over to the police eventually.Morale of this:Nvr ever commit crimes in front of women,espec those whose surface area is much larger..dotz

Another 1,some1 was trying to kill a gov official while he was in a restaurant,so this daring guy went right in front of the officical n was gonna fire his gun right in front of many ppl.Fortunately(not for him),his bullet gt stuck-_- in the gun n nth came out. Seeing this,the official ran away n this *assasin(or clown?erps) whose identity had been revealed had to run away too...dotz.Morale of this story:PLZ check ur *tools* b4 u start doing ur job,if nt so malu...tsk tsk...

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Thursday, July 22, 2004

7/22/2004 10:20:00 PM

Today after reading newspaper n watching news,noticed 2 rather weird 1s,1 is a tragedy in fact.Kk,1stly,the not so sad 1,watched news n it reported (ithink) a lorry with white paint dun noe y,suddenly all the tins of paint roll off from the lorry n *bleached* the road-_- Erps,end up ppl have to cleaning up the mess.Erps...a bit lame to see a white road appearing b4 ur eyes all of a sudden?

Next,the sad 1....a motorcylist was travelling on the road,n an old woman died as a result...no,he din crash into the old woman herself,but he suddenly braked,n flew off from his seat.Unfortunately(or fortunately for him),he landed on an old woman n she died...the newspaper reported this as 'ren2 zhuang4 ren2,chuang4 si3 ren'. dotz...now he's being charged for reckless driving...but is the judge gonna charge him manslaugter as well?no idea....z


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Si liao...fail St Nick's test...z Den today went to cheer for Judo Comp,saw a zabo with a super durian head..erps... now voiceless after cheering my lungs,hearts,intestines,kidney,liver, stomach out liao.zz..some lame guy still say i bhb,dun even hear u say a word when cheering..zz

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Wednesday, July 21, 2004

7/21/2004 04:34:00 PM

Hmm...today's thingy is actually a failure?erps..Anyway,early morning,wore SCH U to sch when WHOLE class is in casual,so 1st sad case.Den in auitorium i can't control n lauffed like siao when ppl dancing,so bei every1 say i VERY racist..2nd sad case.After tt went canteen,saw malay store still no ppl go buy,so 3rd sad case.

Budden went lib after eating,lauffed like mad there,70% coz of wad i said i suppose.Bo bian...dotz...After tt went audit again watch a movie bout blacks n whites cooperating in American football,quite a nice show lor.N this time i din make any weird weird *comments* except at tt *sunshine* guy(?)-_-''

Budden 4th sad case,when left 10mins like tt to final ending,gotta go LT4 for a chem test n saw chua with face black like charcoal glaring at us.Can see she dun enjoy today's celebration,ya.dotz.5th sad case,forgot to bring calculator n had to borrow from LG somehow n nt spotted by her.During the test,there was a period of time where she was looking at my paper for 1min like tt,i too kanjiong coz time is running out n her presence shocked me,so mind was in a swirl n dun noe wad's wrong.After handed in paper,realised 6th,7th,8th sad case is tt my electronic configuration is screwed up n i wrote extraction of aluminium oxide from bauxite(n bauxite is ALREADY hydrated aluminium oxide) n after heating the zince nitrate to satuation,still must left to cool...biang eh...z anyway,these r the mistakes i gt found 0ut n so dun noe bout others liao.Think my max n min cap for this test is b3 ba....z....

In a NUTshell, today's thingy is quite sian ba,no interaction b/w the 2 schs at all n there was a heavy downpour when cause a serious jam in BKE for 30mins on my way to sch..tsk tsk...

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Tuesday, July 20, 2004

7/20/2004 08:39:00 PM

Today so sian...zz Eng 1st 2 period do 2003 eng compre...wanna slp liao lor.... After tt phy...basically torturous for me,so dun wanna elaborate too....
 
After recess was chem n geog quite ok la.Except geog those many ppl dun do hw again.I think tt racist teacher had done her part by teaching us human geog n now giving us phy geog hw liao lor.If those 'some of u'
r reading this now,plz do up ur file by hook or by crook this thurs....
 
After 2nd break was double chinese...sian too..2 periods tok bout compo.Den asked me stay back after sch to copy my OWN piece(for model essay purposes...z) coz she amended my work like siao coz dulan with some things i write?-_- Den nt oni did she wasted my 45mins after sch,stil niao me say I LOOK LIKE AN INDIAN?!?!?!?! KAO,ask me tmr wear indian customes n adrian call ALI-.- She's blind n lame lor.Siao diao,say I LOOK LIKE AN INDIAN GUY?!?!?!dotz...
 
Anyway,dun think got anything else le ba...tmr got chem SPRING test(but she told us today) n geog test on thurs,study study study,here i come...z 

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Monday, July 19, 2004

7/19/2004 09:31:00 PM

Sian diao...today at 1st dun wanna go sch coz a bit fever...zbudden bobian,scare gt chem prac-.- In the end,turn out there's NO chem prac...anyway,nth much basically.Except realising mei lun mei huan is actually racist -_- by saying indian farmers r the 1 doing deforestation0.o den eng lesson lohwl said my *script* for conversation too fake...dotz
 
Sigh....CT,prelim O lvl all coming soon...really dun wanna flunk any more subjects liao,espec phy n a maths-_- As for future JC i'm looking fwd to,mayb NJC ba(RY dun think i'm tailing u-_-'') dotz.Coz HJC too much china ppl liao(tt's wad i think) n i have phobia after being taught by china teachers when in lower sec,so alternative shud be NJC since it's oso taking 961 to reach there too.
 
Anyway,goal by this wkend is to do more a maths practice n revise hist,it's a MUST!Wish me gd luck...tsk tsk...

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Sunday, July 18, 2004

7/18/2004 12:07:00 AM

Some coward posted at my tagboard earlier on


DUO JIE THE LOSER: (so...where do u wanna f**** urself off to?)

DUO JIE THE LOSER: So if u r such a person tt have ALL these qualities,F*** OFF

DUO JIE THE LOSER: i think u are seriously despising urself

DUO JIE THE LOSER: i despise ppl who *you3 fu2 tong2 xiang3* but you3 nan4 zi4 ji3 dang1 n i despise ppl who has no moral integrity.

DUO JIE THE LOSER: i despise ppl tt have no courage to face the consequences of their wrongdoings,i despise ppl who oni care bout his/her own wellbeing,
 
 
If u dare say bout these things here,i dare u to reveal who u r(which i doubt u will),anyway,if u dun noe wth went on tt day,plz shut ur ass.If u r n u still make such comments,this oni shows how low-class ur character is by supporting such behaviour



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Friday, July 16, 2004

7/16/2004 05:45:00 PM

I despise fat ppl,i despise ppl tt have no courage to face the consequences of their wrongdoings,i despise ppl who oni care bout his/her own wellbeing, i despise ppl who *you3 fu2 tong2 xiang3* but you3 nan4 zi4 ji3 dang1 n i despise ppl who has no moral integrity.So if u r such a person tt have ALL these qualities,FUK OFF
 
Anyway,today ng came to class,saw some ppl playing soccer in class.Since this is the 3 rd time,she's dulan n asked them go see our DM Jeffrey lim.Being 1 of those who played a bit b4 she came in too n did not see catch me, I'm the only 1 to admit t i did so n went to see Lim too.Some bastards who hit the lamp TWICE with their unskilled BIG legs immediately siam diao when she came in,n even had the nerve to say *bu4 yao4 tuo1 wo3 xia4 shui3) n some just scattered away....Seriously,i really despise such ppl...Their actions speak louder than their words most of the time,as if they r daredevils.But in times of crisis,yet they r often the 1st to sneak off n let their frens carry the burden by themselves.
 
Anyway,went to see J LIm n saw tt dulan face of him.After several mins of scoldings,he even said the reports he sent to principals of RJC,NJC n HCJC is often the reason y many scholars cannot end up in these gd JCs...n so we had to write our names down....Those present at the scene may not noe it...but i'm really affected by his threatening tone...If tt's the case,m i digging my own grave when i admitted my mistake or m i actually doing the rite thing?
 
This all goes back to moral integrity.If some1 is successful in his career but yet has undesirable personailities,isn't he just a bastard in disguise who cause others sufferings? When i admitted i was involved too,I did not hesitate much in the 1st place as i felt obliged to do so since the fact tt i had played remains.
 
Really dun noe wad to say bout this incident,but it indeed is a test of human nature n distinguish trustworthy frens from hypocrites assholes.Mayb i'm stupid,dumb to admit i had done so,n i did feel a bit regret for tt when J lim *threatened* us,but pardon me,i'm a bad liar n i see no pt in doing so if the incident is gonna happen over n over again n such disgusting human nature is gonna revealed for umpteen times...


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Wednesday, July 14, 2004

7/14/2004 09:39:00 PM



Your Icecream Flavour is...
Cookies 'n Cream!
Smooth and creamy with a few rough bits mixed in, you are a real treat! You are probably very popular amongst your friends. Remember too much of a good thing is not always good! Don't lay it on too thick!
What is your Icecream Flavour?

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Sian diao...yesterday if given a choice,i rather stay in sch....
Early morning i reached MRT station,so decided to wait there for some ppl.Saw eugene chong 1st,den we sat down n tok bout maths(or rather complaining how jia lat it is),den this auntie come sit beside him tell him dun study chinese when the light is dim,worse still, she ended up toking to me telling me lotsa...hmmm..crap?Say sg is nt a classless society,$$ matters a lot,den ask me in cinese whether i understand wad's she saying anot,i said yes n she said in chinese sth like 'u r gd leh,i asked a acs(I or barker?) student few days ago n he dun noe.'Erps,she asked how many ppl b4 me ar?Den after tt CK came,so i tried to pretent i very ENTHU bout toking to him n the aunite sorta being neglected n walked away,finding her next target?-.-"

sibei lame lor...just sit there n open n close tt stupid *gate* tt link to the competing arena.Heard bout 100+ 'thank u' from many ppl for opening n closing tt for dem.z. Den after tt went J8 lunch n ate a big bowl of rice with some chicken cutlet thing.Very full.Den went comics connection bought Yigioh bk 38 aka final bk..really sad leh...remembered i 1st bought tt comic in p5 when went to a bkshop near si ling pri with jason ong tt time...now 5 yrs passed so fast...

Den went cd store bought SHE's together(DUN LUFF) n FIR's album(can praise), nt bad,budden i quite broke liao.This wk still need 20 bucks class fund.Z.

Den stayed at gym all the way till 6 lor.Si jonathan,say got zabo,YA RITE,all pri sch's-____- sian diao. Ya,remember sth too,si eugene chong,asked him buy sprite ice,ended up when i opened halfway,it SPLASHED out lor,wah biang,u'll luff like siao if u see wad happen.Like bomb exploded like tt,sheldon's bag all tio,n the bottle ended up with oni 2/3 of the drink. Den when i sibei dulan asked him wad happen later on,he said he oso tio.PLZ LOR,wad could have happen to sprite ice till it practiclly just exploded?He on the way back met with earthquake meh?Dotz.

Reached home at 6.30 like tt,den when online at 6.40 like tt,started my *advice session* with ry again...Hmm....she's more problematic than me leh,erps..haha....anyway,i nvr failed to give her precious advice everytime ba..haha...

Den after tt,sms n crap bout hmmm...ruhua n racist jokes?-,-' She started 1st lor,1 moment ruhua den till she met bhavan every morning...erps..haha....

Den today went back sch....gt back chinese test n chem test n phy test(b4 for both sci...si liao-_-) Chinese test lame diao,mo4 shou3 chen2 gui1 i oni filled in mo4 n forgot write shou3-_-'''-1.Den another lame mistake cost me 2 marks too...knn....

After tt eng lesson went comp lab,loh asked us to type down our *scripts* for conversation.Den i thot topic is on ivle,asked jr under where?N he intepreted as underwear..erps-.- Think loh heard this too coz she suddenly kept quiet all of a sudden after i said so..LOL....now think liao oso sibei funny.

Today entry quite long leh,haha...gt time den man man read through ba...yawnz...



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HASH(0x8b84a5c)
Bear Spirit Calls To You ~
Bear is spirit keeper of the West, the place of
darkness, maturity and good harvest. Bears are
active during the night and day. This
symbolizes its connection with solar energy,
that of strength and power, and lunar energy,
that of intuition. The bear holds the teachings
of introspection. When it shows up in your life
pay attention to how you think, act and
interact.

Bear's Wisdom Includes:


*Introspection

*Healing

*Solitude

*Change

*Communication with Spirit

*Birth and rebirth

*Transformation

*Astral travel

*Creature of dreams, shamans and mystics

*Visionaries

*Defense and revenge

*Wisdom



Animal Spirit Guides ~ Which One Calls To You?
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Monday, July 12, 2004

7/12/2004 08:54:00 PM

Sian ar...this wk gonna get back lotsa shit results(except chinese),RV sure fail liao,chem sigh,phy fail again i really let down ancestors liao...Time is passing so quickly....dun noe how to revise now..haix...kan qing kuang ba.

Anyway,oral comment was revealed by loh just now,in fact all -ve 1s...zz...Heck liao...really must practise how to make my conversation more *attractive n interesting* somehow n build more confidence.Quoted from Lee,we need BALLs to succeed.YAY!-_-

Den tmr can pon sch go bishan stadium for NP duty for gym nationals...budden from 8-6.Somemore,must reach there at 7.15..zzz sian ar.Gonna bring hw n bks to study there,n HOPEFULLY tmr is zabo competing...haha....

Sian...zz


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Saturday, July 10, 2004

7/10/2004 03:04:00 PM

Sad...today's oral was a complete failure...sigh...At 1st thot bala will be very lenient...budden i too nervous liao,pronounciation nt clear ba-_- den sibei suey,pic is sth linked to racial harmony lor-_-'' Wah biang,den it's pic discussion,thot is normal pic description,screwed up too...sigh...

Worse thing is conversation,ask me bout a music performance or concert i've attended,kns...where gt?!?!?!Den asked me my cca,n even asked me sing a campfire song?!?!KAO...

Jia lat,everything din say much,he said i too nervous n can see i seldom speak eng-_-''asked me watch BBC news....z

Overall...it's a FAILURE.....argh!!!!

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Friday, July 09, 2004

7/09/2004 09:28:00 PM

Jia lat,today tests disaster again-_-phy shud be able to pass ba...if nt i really hopeless liao....den a maths is luck?-_-St Nick's paper sibei tough lor,imagine tt the diffculty is increasing for the next consecutive tests,die...

Den 1 thing to declare,SAMUEL FANG IS GAY GAY GAY GAY!!!Hist lesson halfway he lame lor,took my water bottle n dun wanna return,dotz,gay rite?Den we all lame with him,move his file,bottle to my side,coz he can't possibly get pass me during lessons+he'll get beaten up by me,erps,so can imagine lor.He practically is ku1 xiao4 bu4 de2 lor.erps.Den towards the end,i even threatened to take his underwear-_-''(impossible task) den he really believe it lot,tuck in like siao.Den tt day early morning no electricity in class,den sunlight from the window all concentrated on his hair,den i started niaoing tt the hay will catch fire.LOL.Den he reealy believe lor,blocked sunlight with his file.dotz.Luff till buey tahan lor.

After sch lame diao too...i nth to do went in front niao samuel again,meow dun noe wad's wrong with her,asked me to the front n i stared at her while she did the same thing for 10s,den suddenly ask y i oni write bao zhang bao dao.Niaoed me i oni noe how to write tt kind-_-''PLZ LOR,she's the 1 tt trained us to write tt wad,if write narrative,i sure no time to finish 1.dotz.Said craps like with my standard,shud write other types of essay n said she was surprised when i said i din submit any entry to hua Gang b4.(pls lor,sec 1,xu jian fei asked me rewrite gong han FIVE TIMES LOR,den sec 2 wang wan nei sucker,den sec 3 so busy).Now jia lat liao,she ask me write a shu1 qing2 essay with any title i can think of.Den i said samuel-_- n she believed,dotz.Actually,i quite rusty in such essays liao.Jia lat.Now trying to gather ling gan lor,if gt any constructive suggestions plz tell me,thx.

Tt's all ba,tmr oral,teacher is Bala,hope dun burp out racist jokes accidentally.haha....kk,cya.Blah......

lonely days...



Wednesday, July 07, 2004

7/07/2004 08:51:00 PM

Yawnz...jia lat,tonite no nid slp liao,just now slp all the way from 4.30-8.10-_-' Anyway,today's chem's test gone case liao,straight way -6 marks liao...sigh...studied like sai,ended up she gave a super tough qn tt tys n her exercises oso dun have....
Den this fri phy n a maths test,dun fail i happy liao.zzz

Anyway,just now went cwp alone to comics connection,den saw 2 qihua students having a competition.....see who crawl up elevator 1st....crawling here really means 4 limbs on the steps lor.See them crawling really funny lor,lol....some ppl woulda taken down a pic of dem,ahem ahem.... Den dun have comics tt i wanna buy,so wasted 10mins to go down...zzz While at the interchange waiting for bus,saw 2 bitches though dressed in sch U,behave entirely like babarians...saw a fren opposite at 903 bus stop,n they shouted K-I-M-B-E-R-L-Y out like no1's damn business lor,den legs shake n shake n shake.dotz....Tok quite loud some more.z

Tt's all ba,really looking fwd to O lvl passing asap n i can get my fair share of fun....sigh...

lonely days...



Sunday, July 04, 2004

7/04/2004 05:46:00 PM

Back from tuition finally..yawnz...damn lotsa hw,den yesterday too slack,need to bia like sai.z.Tmr morning finals aka starting game of Euro 2004,haha,coz same teams wad.Think greece will win ba...

Anyway,just now tuition sibei sibei pek chek lor,the tutor's niece(ithink) was there.Den tutor everytime nvr close rm door 1,she sat in living rm,kept on singing ocean's song.1 moment northern hemisphere n telescope,1 moment pai seh pai seh pai seh(ry shud noe,lol),sibei er lor.Den high pitch some more,made me lose concentration in doing A maths.Z.Budden the other 2 fellows with me no reaction 1,they used to it liao or i overeacted?-_-'z
Next wk must remember bring cotton wool stuff ears liao,if not i'll go outside n tape her mouth.Z

Next wk many tests,mustn't slack liao.Hope can do well..sigh....

lonely days...



Thursday, July 01, 2004

7/01/2004 04:58:00 PM

I can buy toto liao,yesterday sadia,today mary n anna.Erps-.-"jialat,wkend so much hw,tsk tsk....

lonely days...