Sunday, February 29, 2004
2/29/2004 06:11:00 PM
Wonder how monday gonna have lessons with tt kind of mood n deteoriated class spirit......haix...sian...pray halfday......
Another thing sad too...i finally did wad i've tried to all this while, sorta have a clear margin with tt person,coz i reaslied all these while,though we seem to be very gd frens who can tok bout almost anything,i can feel tt deep down both r aware of wad each other feel....which really makes m pek chek...though now having great depression....hope all these will get through quickly n i can get used to it....
lonely days...
Sian...today so crap....geog got 18.5/25...not bad...budden 1st test kns,oni 13.5....overall 64...haix....b4 crap....hist 64 too....knn.....phy 64 too....kns.....ALL MISS BY 1 MARK to b3.....haix....then chinese sihan -1 again after seeing her....say my geshi affect my mark...got probs...dulan....- my marks for 2 things liao,chang wen suo duan too,21 become 18/25.....crap.....Then chua lesson...pek chek....did nth wrong,left last 5 mins ask me lame qn tt saya can't ans.....thot it's a obvious fact liao....then said 'kangaroo,wad's ur ans?"-.-""knn....i not late this time hor,AUNTIE
Then back in msn dulan,some ppl attitude,as if i care...tt much compared to the past,let her dulan some more lor,i xi guan liao.Tt's wad life is,it's us tt adapts to it,not the other way around,get this into ur brain.zzz
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
2/25/2004 08:15:00 PM
Then back in msn dulan,some ppl attitude,as if i care...tt much compared to the past,let her dulan some more lor,i xi guan liao.Tt's wad life is,it's us tt adapts to it,not the other way around,get this into ur brain.zzz
lonely days...
hmm...*long* time no blog liao...so sian these days....espec wkend....IDIOTIC ZEBRA...DO GEOG CAN'T CONTACT HIM AT ALL.Called hp 2 times but no reply...knn...left me n pang ni,then jordain from msia-.-sian...though copied n pasted most contents but still very sian lor,spent 1hr organizing them n editing redundant things.......sian.....then chinese kns...not highest again...nvm..improve liao,this time oni1 person win me,next time strive for 95...MUST....
Then some1 bday coming....wanna buy prezzie for her...budden dun noe wad to choose leh....need some ideas....or better still,come along help me choose....budget set max 100 liao......but dun think need so much though-.-""nvm...still have around 2 wks more.....man man lai....hope to choose sth she fancies...zzz
Monday, February 23, 2004
2/23/2004 09:08:00 PM
Then some1 bday coming....wanna buy prezzie for her...budden dun noe wad to choose leh....need some ideas....or better still,come along help me choose....budget set max 100 liao......but dun think need so much though-.-""nvm...still have around 2 wks more.....man man lai....hope to choose sth she fancies...zzz
lonely days...
Youre a wise Elf! Elves are fair and beautiful and
yet very wise. They are immortal but can dye
from a broken heart or die in a war. Elves are
respected and love peace and tranquility.
What Magical Creature are You?
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hmm.....the pic looks *quite* gay...0.o
Thursday, February 19, 2004
2/19/2004 08:15:00 PM
Youre a wise Elf! Elves are fair and beautiful and
yet very wise. They are immortal but can dye
from a broken heart or die in a war. Elves are
respected and love peace and tranquility.
What Magical Creature are You?
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hmm.....the pic looks *quite* gay...0.o
lonely days...
Hmm...these few days not bad...living on as usual....but quite INTERESTING though...-.-///Now i have a phobia for chem lessons liao.....on tues prac,chua told me pull my ears coz i used pencil to write notes...lame diao.......though i noe my ears quite long.....Then today later for 2 mins coz in toilet,had to frogjump back to class AGAIN(last wk too-.-)alamak....she call me kangaroo this time.......lame diao......looks like i'm gonna have a FUN time for chem till the rest of the yr-.-""
Then today saw janvin at cwp interchange,looks quite nerd with his bag...haha....i think he saw me,but i fake i din by going to the back of my bus.zzz....i dun think got much more things to say liao,these few days no mood suddenly...hmm..
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
2/18/2004 04:22:00 PM
Then today saw janvin at cwp interchange,looks quite nerd with his bag...haha....i think he saw me,but i fake i din by going to the back of my bus.zzz....i dun think got much more things to say liao,these few days no mood suddenly...hmm..
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hmm.....got back maths test on fri....not bad....got a1..hmm....then so sian....yesterday quite a no of ppl asked me how i spend v day(SURPRISE qn for me)-.-.....realy no idea,since i dun have any gf.....Anyway...i did sth *courageless* again lor...this time more prepared mentally....liao....But doing so really relieves me....better than cooping all to my heart...
Then today after np(quite slack coz i got MC).....then took TD Gold test after training.....nth to study 1...so if fail...blame on my luck....zzz....heck liao...then after tt,went cwp alone buy comic lor...so sian...so many ppl there...in couples....then many ppl selling flowers too....shudn't go out alone on V day....sure no mood...zzz...Then went home slp........till 8 sth....nice program for V day rite?....
Anyway,somehow this is the 1st V Day i feel so sian...wonder how tt person is spending this day....zzz
Saturday, February 14, 2004
2/14/2004 09:29:00 PM
Then today after np(quite slack coz i got MC).....then took TD Gold test after training.....nth to study 1...so if fail...blame on my luck....zzz....heck liao...then after tt,went cwp alone buy comic lor...so sian...so many ppl there...in couples....then many ppl selling flowers too....shudn't go out alone on V day....sure no mood...zzz...Then went home slp........till 8 sth....nice program for V day rite?....
Anyway,somehow this is the 1st V Day i feel so sian...wonder how tt person is spending this day....zzz
lonely days...
Haix....chem results sux....then geog test din complete...haix....this term sure kanna got blast by cheong.....term 2 can't like tt anymore liao...really....
Mayb it's time i give up on ahem... liao la.....i can't cope with so much stress building up gradually....+things not improving too....haix....sian diao.......nvm,hope can get over this depression soon
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
2/11/2004 08:48:00 PM
Mayb it's time i give up on ahem... liao la.....i can't cope with so much stress building up gradually....+things not improving too....haix....sian diao.......nvm,hope can get over this depression soon
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Haix...really feling very sick.....sian...today maths test,sorrry to the whole class...coz i coughing like mad..haix.....definitely make u ppl pek chek....espec looking at graph 4 n the guai lan coordinates -81/512 in qn 2....Then, really thx jx for her nice sms lor,din expect her to ask bout my illnes,unless some other ppl whom i expect to...zzz....tmr sian diao.....titration.....crap....
Monday, February 09, 2004
2/09/2004 09:45:00 PM
lonely days...
SUPER DUPER sick these days....not only cough,but cough till stomach oso pain tooo.....then got flu from qiyuan-.-""wah biang....die liao la.....worse than bird flu or sars lor....
Then wkend quite slack,did 4 maths qn for loci oni,the rest is resting,studying....espec for CHINESE!
hmm...this wk SHE album out.YEAH!Go buy liao.If got ppl give me as prezzie,better,hint hint.haha,not my BDay though,so if got xtra $$ i dun mind.^^
yesterday thought bour lotsa things lor......dun noe y....have an intuition somehow tt i'll be rewarded soon for all i've done till now....hope it comes true lor.
Sunday, February 08, 2004
2/08/2004 10:16:00 PM
Then wkend quite slack,did 4 maths qn for loci oni,the rest is resting,studying....espec for CHINESE!
hmm...this wk SHE album out.YEAH!Go buy liao.If got ppl give me as prezzie,better,hint hint.haha,not my BDay though,so if got xtra $$ i dun mind.^^
yesterday thought bour lotsa things lor......dun noe y....have an intuition somehow tt i'll be rewarded soon for all i've done till now....hope it comes true lor.
lonely days...
You should be dating a Pisces.
19 February - 20 March
Your mate is loving and caring, trusting and
hospitable, and romantic. Though he/she can be
self-pitying, temperamental or dependent, the
fishes are quite romantic in bed.
What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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-.-...the 1st part i think nearly 100% true in my case...but the bed part....ahem ahem....no idea la!
Saturday, February 07, 2004
2/07/2004 02:11:00 PM
You should be dating a Pisces.
19 February - 20 March
Your mate is loving and caring, trusting and
hospitable, and romantic. Though he/she can be
self-pitying, temperamental or dependent, the
fishes are quite romantic in bed.
What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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-.-...the 1st part i think nearly 100% true in my case...but the bed part....ahem ahem....no idea la!
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hmm......gd news to announce.Flunk sergant test,YEAH!!!Expected lor,coz din study tt time coz of a particular incident...but i think it's worth it lor,having forged better frenship with some1,so i dun give a damn,K?Then tan chee wee kao bei,send mail say we disgrace the unit n things like tt,kao bei shorty,though i 170 nia,u 160 sth lor,still kao bei so much,qian da is it?
Then today quite sian....1st 2 dbl eng...ZZZ....last 2 dble maths...dong buey diao.....next wk must bring more chicken essence n coffee liao....zzzthen chi SUX...oni 86/100....dulan...so many ppl win me lor....HAIX....careless mistake -me 6 marks,kao bei cat....if not i highest liao lor...haix...depressed....
Then today read some ppl's blog, realise some ppl very open minded whereas i still living in stone age?No idea...but i prefer the way i am lor,no pt changing my mindset all of a sudden. Then some1's blog very surprising.Everytime niao ly say he still like her*,then he denied,then after reading *her* blog,noe tt he wanna patch with her lor.But dun noe y she dun want,thot they gd match?haha.... Btw,just my opinion hor....i think he a bit...flirt?Tt day ask me for ppl's hp no...but oni took gals 1 leh....den grace said he keep smsing her during lessons, den now wanna patch with *her*...hmmmm......tt's not the ly i noe in pri sch lor...haix...perhaps the environment in sec schs is changing ppl too much....espec worse if they r ur frens...or used to be.......
Friday, February 06, 2004
2/06/2004 10:48:00 PM
Then today quite sian....1st 2 dbl eng...ZZZ....last 2 dble maths...dong buey diao.....next wk must bring more chicken essence n coffee liao....zzzthen chi SUX...oni 86/100....dulan...so many ppl win me lor....HAIX....careless mistake -me 6 marks,kao bei cat....if not i highest liao lor...haix...depressed....
Then today read some ppl's blog, realise some ppl very open minded whereas i still living in stone age?No idea...but i prefer the way i am lor,no pt changing my mindset all of a sudden. Then some1's blog very surprising.Everytime niao ly say he still like her*,then he denied,then after reading *her* blog,noe tt he wanna patch with her lor.But dun noe y she dun want,thot they gd match?haha.... Btw,just my opinion hor....i think he a bit...flirt?Tt day ask me for ppl's hp no...but oni took gals 1 leh....den grace said he keep smsing her during lessons, den now wanna patch with *her*...hmmmm......tt's not the ly i noe in pri sch lor...haix...perhaps the environment in sec schs is changing ppl too much....espec worse if they r ur frens...or used to be.......
lonely days...
Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are
an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for
one reason or another - possibly, you made one
tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or
maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't
commit. In any case, you are faithless and
joyless. You find no happiness, love, or
acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most
days are a burden and you wonder when the
hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and
sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching
picture. You are the one that few understand.
Those that do know you are likely to love you
deeply and wish that they could do something to
ease your pain. You are constantly living in
memories of better times and a better world.
You are hard on yourself and self-critical or
self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,
you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite
your tainted nature, your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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Surprisingly....this is really wad i'm like....
Tuesday, February 03, 2004
2/03/2004 10:29:00 PM
Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are
an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for
one reason or another - possibly, you made one
tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or
maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't
commit. In any case, you are faithless and
joyless. You find no happiness, love, or
acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most
days are a burden and you wonder when the
hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and
sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching
picture. You are the one that few understand.
Those that do know you are likely to love you
deeply and wish that they could do something to
ease your pain. You are constantly living in
memories of better times and a better world.
You are hard on yourself and self-critical or
self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,
you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite
your tainted nature, your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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Surprisingly....this is really wad i'm like....
lonely days...
Frens ROX!!!!Some dao me,some sabo me,some had big quarrels n misunderstandings with me,fun n EXCITING rite?ZZZ.DULAN LA!
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SONG BO....today pri sch gathering....5 ppl or rather 4 ppl nia...jess said she go buy hp.then left me liang yang n ruohan....then grace came at dun noe wad time...b4 tt me n LY queuing at lan shop lor,then he guai lan...left 1 last person in front liao then decide to meet upwith them.....1hr liao lor...zzz
Then meet with RH n Grace outside neoprint shop.....then dun noe wad's wrong with them la...ALL said i anti social coz .... is not there...ZZZ....crap.....do i have to show tt i'm SOCIABLE by using a loudspeaker?Then lame lor...went Mac at CWP,said crowded,then go civic's MAc,oso crowded.Then go back to cwp's Tashinoya sme floor at the Mac....LAME RITE???ZZZ
Then at there...very cold.....nth much to tok bout....except i tried to joke a bit then got some *atmosphere*...if not u'll feel as if tt's a cemetry-.-""....then cwp very small,jess n her family oso there...then....ZZZ.....noe wad happen rite?got niao...FREAKING LY said wad my YUE MU.....ZZZ....YUE FEI DE MU QING la....then tt GRACE CHEAH said wad i desperate to tok to her n VOLUNTEERED to change seat with me so tt i can look directly at her......Then when Jess came over....they still say lor....make us both so pai seh.....man....never had i feel so pai seh b4 lor.....can u imagine?Grace in front of us,said i missed her....-.-""...heng this *gathering* oni 5 ppl....if not i'm gonna burrow a hole at tashinoya all the way to my home...Then when we left,i sorta dao jess by not saying bye la.....coz a bit dulan...+gang ga....
Then everything over...we went home.....then at my back when i was on the escalator,heard FAMILIAR voices calling me Mr ong n jess(i think).....zzz....then online 1st thing is some1 said *hi jess*....pek chek.....
Monday, February 02, 2004
2/02/2004 06:19:00 PM
Then meet with RH n Grace outside neoprint shop.....then dun noe wad's wrong with them la...ALL said i anti social coz .... is not there...ZZZ....crap.....do i have to show tt i'm SOCIABLE by using a loudspeaker?Then lame lor...went Mac at CWP,said crowded,then go civic's MAc,oso crowded.Then go back to cwp's Tashinoya sme floor at the Mac....LAME RITE???ZZZ
Then at there...very cold.....nth much to tok bout....except i tried to joke a bit then got some *atmosphere*...if not u'll feel as if tt's a cemetry-.-""....then cwp very small,jess n her family oso there...then....ZZZ.....noe wad happen rite?got niao...FREAKING LY said wad my YUE MU.....ZZZ....YUE FEI DE MU QING la....then tt GRACE CHEAH said wad i desperate to tok to her n VOLUNTEERED to change seat with me so tt i can look directly at her......Then when Jess came over....they still say lor....make us both so pai seh.....man....never had i feel so pai seh b4 lor.....can u imagine?Grace in front of us,said i missed her....-.-""...heng this *gathering* oni 5 ppl....if not i'm gonna burrow a hole at tashinoya all the way to my home...Then when we left,i sorta dao jess by not saying bye la.....coz a bit dulan...+gang ga....
Then everything over...we went home.....then at my back when i was on the escalator,heard FAMILIAR voices calling me Mr ong n jess(i think).....zzz....then online 1st thing is some1 said *hi jess*....pek chek.....
lonely days...