lonely days...
Thursday, November 20, 2003
MY blog is leng leng qing qing i noe....but dun wanna publisize to too many ppl....anyway,msn her she no reply....mayb really not there,but mayb oso she did wad i *advised* her to do in the mail...
My life very dead these days...finished chem tys yesterday,today did just a maths sets n notation....Hope sat can make it in time to chs for my ps2 games.Thanx a lot alex.U r MUCH better than some bastards.....
30th is next wk...shud i go?.....i no idea at all....i really freak out liao.....haix.....y....y must things turn out like this...
lonely days...
Wednesday, November 19, 2003
Haix....wondering if that person will reply my mail....reply...at least i noe wad he/she thinking....but if not,i'll be guilty all my life,especially when we meet.That person is really a gd,gd fren to me,but all i noe is to annoy n make him/her sad....(if he/she even bother bout my existance><)
Anyway,mayb dun wanna blog liao,due to *overwhelming* response >< But this seems to be my oni way to vent my anger n my feelings....
Now,perhaps just zou yi bu,kan yi bu,i no hui2 tou2 lu4 liao...
lonely days...
Monday, November 17, 2003
Leading an aimless life now...that person tok to me,want to noe more bout my life,but i dao back.U may think this is unreasonable but this is my way of forgetting some1.Then WORST thing is i apologize with sms after that...die liao.....now dun even noe how to solve this big pile of shit,espec when seeing that person online.Dao some1,eventually this frenship will die ba...but my determination sux....
P.S i admit this entry very blurry n boliao,nvm if u dun understand... >< Just dun wanna make things too obvious...haix
lonely days...
Sunday, November 16, 2003
Today is basically a very SIAN day....did nth except ps2,tv n msn....haix.....buey tahan...sooner or later fever again >< TMR have to start that idiotic chem again...hopefully,finish everything by this wed....then A maths...sux....sux...sux....even popular in cwp dun have tys...die liao...have to specially go back to sch bkshop....*_*Really look forward to alex returning with all my BELOVED games...task...tsk...
lonely days...
Saturday, November 15, 2003
Today is a sad sad day....stlll haven't recover from my fever n sore throat last wk.Kept on coughing n coughing....
First, during NP,can't play soccer n jog...slightly jog a bit oso feel out of breath n kept on coughing...HAIX...
Then swimming,feel so dumb....can't catch up with p4 kids some more....makes me feel like an old guy whose whole body is almost in the coffin.HAIX....
Nvm,when my body starts to feel MUCH better,gonna start vigorous trainings....pumpings,joggings,swimming,situps....But 1stly,must plan real well though.....all coz of stupid hw.Haix again...
May my determination stays firmly with me....*_*
lonely days...
Friday, November 14, 2003
Jia la...got internal brain injury due to blogging...many probs....dun noe how><
lonely days...
Finally back again.....hmm.....nth much to tok bout too...After T day gathering that day,become quite close with more of 6I ppl....Every now n then got chat too.Tony likes to haha a lot whenever i tok,RH is kekex,jx is i c n haha too,Grace is....i wu hua ke shuo,she eat full nth to do everytime,likes to sabo me,then Wan Jou,dun noe y but everytime toking,seems to end up in quarrel><...looks like i must haohao fanxing liao...really dun wanna end up like this...
Then as for Jess...just when i thot our 9 yrs frenship gone liao,she sent a really heartwarming mail....makes me realise power of frenship....heng....
Anyway,my life is a complete failure,take 8 subjs pass 6.With marks like 48 49 some more....but nvm,shud be glad no rexam for me....borderline though....Now holis,everyday slack at home like mad,then do some hw here n there.Really can't wait for all of them to have holis too,then we can have lotsa fun.HAIX....chinese saying du le le bu ru zong le le wad...
As for NP....haix...i xing hui yi leng liao....trying to shun qi zi ran now.Dead or alive,not my choice anyway.be it god's act of mischief or wadever.No matter how hard i try,still cannot accomplish much things.....
Now,having a decision to make....shud i go back on 30th for that FUN n INTERESTNG n EXCITING fair?FLYING fox is the lamest thing that makes me hesitate.According to the VIVID n DETAILED description from my p2 cousin,u have to glide down from 4th floor to canteen on a wire...MAN....if i go back,according to 6I ppl's biantai behavior n thots,i'll definitely have to try it in order to 'conquer my fear of heights'><.......BUEY TAHAN....
Hope to have more materials to write bout next time ba....when the blue turns moon(quoted from a 'famous woman')*_*
